Love desires anguish and unpleasant truths

[Pissed]

As much as it pains me to have to put anything on this site I feel I must, first off as much as many here seemed to believe about the relationship that I had with one lady and how many of you think I was a paying customer I was not I did not pay for her companionship. I did not pay for her services as people like to call these ladies I guess is service provider to me that is a fancy name for a prostitute.
We had some chances to see each other away from where she worked, but no where near enough of that, a chance to walk along Wabamun lake shore, talk about our dreams of what we could want for us our families and children. Yes the ones we have and the one we wished we could have had if it were possible.
Then reality set in just after Christmas when she said we should not see each other, which of course did not happen. The reason is because of this site because I had the chance to talk to her for a few minutes the other day, and all she would do was hang her head. She knew about this site and said she did not read what was being said, but I know she did otherwise how would she know about what pain and anguish would be caused to me. Fast forward to the world exploding and the anguish starts, then I learn unpleasant truths.
You see I knew about some of the ways she made tips I did not like it but I also am not naive, but we had discussed certain things as to whether if that was all that was happening and yes I even had bouts of jelousy. But now after I read all that was written I know that she did not tell me the whole truth, as she said she never wanted to hurt me.
The last words she said as she gently placed her hand on my arm were to give her time, I know how hesitant she was about getting involved with anyone while she was working where she is and I know why she has not left as much as it pains me. But now is where some of the unpleasant truths come in I must know if all that has happened is what was written on here. Because I will wait for her she has a good heart and a special soul if it is worth my time to. She knows what I have said here and that I have more than ranted about you. Now the things you write on here hurt people maybe unknown to you as I dont know how much you know or even care about the ladies lives that are affected.
Before you all go oh shit here is the keyboard warrior again well I have been to war and it is a hell of alot more eerily simple than real life go out do your job and hope you come back alive.

 

[Bob the Knob]

Can someone tell me what the fuck he is talking about.

 

[Albert Johnson]

Can someone tell me what the fuck he is talking about.

She kicked his ass to the curb. Now if no one else responds to his post he will go away.

 

[Sweater Puppets]

This must be the same guy that writes all the gibberish in the Kijiji "missed connection" section.

Dear overweight loser,

You fell in love with a lady who gives handjobs for cash. You seem like the type that thinks the stripper loves them. You were nothing to her then, and you're nothing to her now. Just a means to an end.

No matter how many incoherent, drunken ramblings you put on here, she's not coming back because she was never yours.

 

[MASSAGE.MAESTRO]

Wow...Sweater Puppets...what did you do? Sell your soul and feelings to the devil. You have no idea what's going on his life...so you think it's helpful to spew venom.

I too got on here and started getting into emotional ramblings in the early days of signing up. RUB ME GOOD, in a polite way....reminded that this place is for reviews...not Facebook like pep talks or personal confessions.

I do wish this guy would keep the personal stuff off of here and try to resolve his problems privately. But...you need not be an Asshole about it....

 

[Sweater Puppets]

I don't come here to read someone's tearful cries for help or anguished confessions.

If you think him trashing the board, and his dark language is beneficial, please indicate how. I'll wait patiently.

He's done nothing but rant, rave, bluster and threaten others since he began here. I guess that's something to admire and coddle these days.

Sorry, I won't apologize for expressing exactly how I feel. If you're going to allow and condone his BS, be prepared to expend a reaction. I don't have to like what this idiot does, nor do I have to be polite after he's threatened and ran down so many. I really don't care if you like that or not, you guys can send tender messages back and forth and console each other.

 

[Wills_willie]

And here we go again......................

 

[MASSAGE.MAESTRO]

Admittedly...my preference is to just shut the thread down. This is not place for personal confessions and rants about morality...so from that perspective, I concur with Sweater Puppets.

 

[m694ever]

If you need counseling get counseling. A public forum is not a place for professional help.

 

[Old Fart]

I too was tempted to respond but I bit my tongue and instead,
I just clicked on contact us to see if this person can be banned and perhaps this and the other thread(s) he started just be deleted in their entirety.

Let us pray.

 

[MASSAGE.MAESTRO]

Holy Crap...old Fart just got religious on us!!
If there are no moderators who can delete these threads completely....maybe His God can!!!!

Laughing My Freaking Ass Off!!!!!!!!

 

[beemer]

Does anyone know what girl he is rambling on about?

 

[Rubmegood]

JEEZ!!! Can we just ignore this guy and let this thread die???

 

[Pissed]

She shall remain safely anonymous as a wise man said to me she must make the decision to end what she is doing. I shall give her the time she has asked.

 

[Guy2013]

At the risk of being the cause of this thread continuing.....
The lady is an adult, and unless she was sold into sexual slavery she made the choice to provide whatever services over and above the standard massage. Choices come with consequences, and those that make them should be prepared to accept those consequences.
Blaming the guys who reviewed her is akin to a client getting caught by his wife getting a HJ from the local RMT and then blaming the therapist.

So, while I am sorry Pissed is so broken up, the reality is he is suffering the consequences of his choice to become romantic with a service provider, all the while ignoring the realities.

 

[Rubmegood]

**Me... Banging my head against the wall**

 

[MASSAGE.MAESTRO]

**Me... Banging my head against the wall**

I will have to find a wall to bang my head against. I believe the guy was giving his last comment on the subject...and now I fear Jistaguy...you may have opened the door back up again.

 

[Old Fart]

.you may have opened the door back up again.

And so I will ADD THIS, THEN, TO LOSERPISSED...Let her stay "safely" anonymous. No one here wants to know or CARES who she is, where she is or what she is, unless it is to avoid her. I sure would avoid her. Look who she associates with? Yes, service provider is polite for prostitute perhaps but 'slightly deranged needing counselling' is polite for freakin nut job from hell.
AND...STOP SENDING ME PRIVATE MESSAGES. Not interested in anything you have to say.

 

[MASSAGE.MAESTRO]

Ok....I have no wall...I'm presently banging my head against my steering wheel. Good thing there's not much going on upstairs.