You touched on a very important part Brother, that this hobby should be a reward or a treat. Visiting MPAโs or SPโs should be fun and a fantasy, itโs not a replacement for a real relationship. If visiting an MPA or SP makes you feel good about yourself or gives the illusion youโre in a relationship, then more work needs to be done internally, and fix the void thatโs trying to be filled. I think itโs great you workout and meditate, great way to clear your head and really be in tune with your mind and body. I also appreciate everyone sharing their โhealth is wealthโ stories, sometimes we donโt appreciate what we have until itโs no longer there. I have also struggled to maintain a healthy lifestyle, but once you find something that you enjoy, the rest falls into place. The best investment we can make is into ourselves.
Side note, have a blast in Europe!